So today I gave my ex-wife the remnants of her stuff that I have. A shirt, two hoodies, and nothing else really... It's also the first time I'd seen her since January. She looks really good... I mean, shes lost the weight she gained while she was with me, so she looks really good. How I remember her looking after she got fired from ACS. Trust me, she looked really good then, too...
Today I think that was one of the dumbest things I could have done. I just wanted to get her to spend some time with me, but it was impossible. I had to hang around her and her room mates, and watch one of them eye her. I don't know honestly if it's 100% healthy for me to be around her. I can be friends, sure... but if I can't at least spend some "alone time" with her, like I do any of my other friends, then... Really I'm not getting shit out of this friendship at that point. And I'm not talking FWB either, I'm just talking "relationship fulfilment. I.E. my best friend and I go to the gym. We spend time together five nights a week and that's it. That's what I mean by alone time...
Though I'd like to get some real alone time with her anyway hahaha
Anyway, this little event is inspiring a new song already... so I should have it done by tomorrow. RE5 with my stepdad, and then gym later tonight. I've already gotten my cardio workout in for the day, other than that it's all upper body tonight.
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