I'm growing a bit weary of some of this stuff. Coming home past a simultaneously understandable yet ridiculous curfew, and getting my ass bitched at because I'm "always late" is getting old. Considering out of the last three months I've been within the time frame every single time. I guess that's not good enough. I'm tired of feeling that way, "not good enough."

Here's where I bitch that I'm such and such age (24), and that my parents are just out of touch (which they kinda are), that I have a baby coming this September and I'm trying to spend as much time with the mother-to-be as possible. Sorry, but mommy's little boy is growing up. Sure I could use a dose more responsibility in my life, along with a job I'm sure, but that's all in due time. I plan on clearing my record as soon as I get rid of this Gibson SG of mine, and then hopefully I'll be able to land a job worth having and that will be able to support my soon-to-be family. Even just a little bit, because we plan on being a team with a dual income. Finally, some much needed cooperation from a mate!!!

I'm not looking forward to the morning though, telling my family that I'll be gone again. Scream 4 premiere. Should be fun, and hey it's free! Not like I get candy/soda/popcorn for these things, because I don't. I see it as, more or less, a waste of money on overpriced junkfoods.

Oh well...

Music has been a dry, dead desert lately. No lyrics, no music. I'm getting kinda tired of it, and getting close to giving up again. I don't seem to have much interest anymore, except in the art of recording which is probably why I still produce whatever it is you want to call it. I question it's musicallity, to be realistically honest. I've reverted to becoming more of a listener anyway. The fingers won't do what the mind wants.

I guess I'm just growing tired of a lot of things. Yet I wouldn't consider myself depressed because, usually, I'm in a great mood! Hence the writer's block, hence the lack of blog activity, etc. Though, I should've blogged when I heard my baby's heartbeat for the first time (151 bpm, bitches). I suppose I also should've posted when we found out we were expecting as well.

I should blog more often, period. Happy, sad, depressed, ecstatic. It shouldn't matter. Just let it all leak out.

Anyway, I think that's good for now. Back to listening to all of the Dregs material I have. www.chrismargolinandthedregs.com and look for their new album, The Carnival, to come out soon. Scour iTunes in a few months, trust me it'll be worth it.