Summertime Blues

It's been a rather... hectic, yet not-so-busy last few months. Still trying to find that permanent job so that I can move in with Felicia and actually help out with shit, as opposed to "herp derp I live here, eat here and clean up but that's about it."

The music bug comes and goes it seems. It's left me with a few tasty items, but nothing I've really seen through. I've been wanting to write my own story again, but that's about as far as it's gone. I'm over-thinking and not writing at all. NaNoWriMo perhaps? We'll see I guess. I at least have the basic ideas down in my head, some on video... what I need to do is start writing my scenes and go from there as opposed to a sit down and write it all out affair like I did with Saga... which was an epic fail. Saga can be found on my deviantART account most likely in the scraps section because I never got past the 3rd chapter, even though the adventure is all in my head. No dialog, but the general idea of three friends suddenly finding themselves thrust into an ancient battle that had stopped for centuries... blah blah blah, back in my LOTR phase when I was working on a game with my then best friend.

I don't think I've said much about Wyatt, my soon-to-be-born son. Scarily all too soon... I'm so not ready. No real job, not living with Felicia... ugh. Seriously, nervous pooing commence!!!

This is the song I'm blogging to, on repeat. Warm fuzzy nostalgia, wrapped in bacon, smothered in cheese, and further wrapped in 5 more layers of bacon. Mmmm, bacon.

I haven't really given myself time to stress over nothing going how I want it to, and that's okay with me. Deal with shit when it happens... Still, sometimes I find myself wishing for a pause button so I can just but everything on hold, clear up a few messes, and pull everything back together. By the end of the month I should have my theft off of my record, which will be sooooo nice and make it easier to find work. After that, well, everything should fall nicely into place.

I hope.