Amused

by the fact that stephanie seeing a movie with some other guy bothers me so fucking much... -__- not blog worthy, but felt like making a note of it.

Life

Throws so many curve balls. I'm not with Stephanie. I've chosen somebody else to see what made me not want to leave...

Only time will tell...

I

hate myself.

DUALITY CONFLICT

DUALITY'S LEFT ME WITH HALF OF MY HEART
TO BUILD NEW BRIDGES AND TEAR APART
THE OLD
BONDS THAT I'VE FORMED AND ABSORBED
INTO BEING

NEW CHOICES
OLD VOICES
BOTH PASSIONS ARE BURNING BRIGHT
DECISIONS
REVISIONS
ANOTHER FORK I FIND AS I QUESTION WHAT'S RIGHT

LEAD BY THE HAND DOWN A NEW PATH OF DUALITY
LEARNING BY MYSELF
MY HEART IS THAT INSANITY

THE SINNER AND THE SAINT
NEITHER SELF I HATE
FOR I AM THEY
THEY ARE ME...

I..

feel so conflicted about everything!!! :/